me..

This morning, as I was sending my lil sis to school, she got me thinking how much I'm gonna miss things back here..like spending time with my lil sis..I met my primary school P.E. teacher and guess what? He stills remember me for who I am and what sports I was good at..it's amazing that he remembers everything I told him like 2 yrs ago, I told him I was doing my A-Levels..today he asked me if I'd finish my A-Levels and when I'll be going abroad..he even remembers my full name! And he's not the only teacher who remembers me so clearly..

Monday
I went to Times Square with pei yun and lee ping. *Sorry gals, i was a little late* but we enjoyed ourselves..we went to watch "Norbit" and it was quite nice..funny actually..it's amazing how makeup can change eddie murphy into 3 totally different characters without a flaw..he was an old chinese man too!i like the movie..we also took sticker photos..it was lee ping's first time..haha..so funny..we had no idea how to operate the machine since it was all in japanese..anyway,we walked quite a bit and talk most of the time..i even manage to buy present for my sis upcoming bday..When pei yun and I reached ampang lrt station..water started pouring down of the sky..i do mean literally pouring...it was rainig cats and dogs..luckily for me,pei yun's mum was willing to send me home..yipee..don't have to worry how to catch a bus..*thanx gal!*

really miss those busy days..i'm bored stiff at home..

another article

I'm not sure who wrote this,but apparently,it was suppose to be a guy..but anyway,just read it..kinda sweet.. =)

I'm sorry
that i bought you roses
to tell you that i like you

I'm sorry
That I was raised with respect
not to sleep with you when you were
drunk

I'm sorry
That my body's not ripped enough
to "satisfy" your wants

I'm sorry
that I open your car door,
and pull out your chair like I was
raised

I'm sorry
That I'm not cute enough
to be "your guy"

I'm sorry
That I am actually nice;
not an asshole

I'm sorry
I don't have a huge bank account
to buy you expensive things

I'm sorry
I like to spend quality nights at home
cuddling with you, instead of at a club

I'm sorry
I would rather make love to you then
just f**k you
like some random guy.

I'm sorry
That I am always the one you need to
talk to,
but never good enough to date

I'm sorry
That I always held your hair back when
you threw up,and didn't get mad at you
for puking in my car,
but when we went out you went home with
another guy


I'm sorry
That I am there to pick you up at 4am
when your new man hit you and dropped
you off in the middle of nowhere,
but not good enough to listen to me
when
I need a friend

I'm sorry
If I start not being there, and being
used as a door mat, only to be thrown
to
the side when the new asshole comes
around

I'm sorry
If I don't answer my phone anymore when
you call, to listen to you cry for
hours, instead of getting a couple
hours
of sleep before work

I'm sorry that you can't realize.. I've
been the one all along.

I'm sorry
If you read this and know somebody like
this
but don't care But most of all

I'm sorry
For not being sorry anymore

I'm sorry
That you can't accept me for who I am

I'm sorry
I can ever do anything right, and
nothing that I do is good
enough to make it in your world.

I'm sorry
I caught your bf with another girl and
told you about it, I thought that was
what friends were for...

I'm sorry
That I told you I loved you and
actually
meant it.

I'm sorry
That I talked to you for nine hours on
Thanksgiving when your bf was
threatening you instead of spending
time
with my family.

I'm Sorry
That i cared

I'm sorry
that I listen to you at night talk
about
how you wish you could have done
something different.

Blogging once again..yipee

Haven't been able to update lately coz been reformating my computer..twice in a month..*sigh* that's what you get when you try to use a computer for more than 10 yrs..haha..

Anyway, this year's Chinese New Year was quite fun in a way..there were less angpaus but i had 3 yee sang,3 outings,1 trip to ipoh and let's see..plenty of family time..went out for a movie with my sisters-Night at the museum..yea,i know it was last year's movie but what do you expect a young kid to watch rite? we arrived at klcc at 11am..and boy,was the line long..the end of the line was outside the cinema area..almost to the opposite shop..and to think that we were early..so,it was a 30min wait for us..anyway,after buying the tickets,we went to walk about and then have an early lunch at the food court..but i guess due to the festive holideys,everyone was shopping..hehe..so,klcc was very crowded that very day..the movie was quite entertaining. My lil sis was so excited that she actually shouted for a while and started laughing quite loudly without realising..hehe..i guess, being with my sis makes things much more colourful in life. ooo..and we ran out of kinokuniya bookshop to watch lion dance performance..but little as we know it was at the lower floor.so,being a kid,she pulled me all the way down and made me carry her..but it was my fault she couldn't see..coz everyone there was way taller than me..*sigh* anyway,we had a blast..daddy wasn't too worried over us..i guess i proved that i could be responsible..*smiles*

Today, went to Sg Wang, Lot 10, Times Square and StarHill with an aunt and my lil sis..we walked from 10.30am to 6pm..we walked and ate all day..haha..*i'm fat..sobz*..we had dim sum for brunch,cheese cake n sandwiches for tea and teochew dishes for dinner..actually,i ate mostly my sis's leftovers..didn't want to waste,so i decided not to order my very own share of food..and drinks too! but it was really fun ..i love my lil sis..she always make things shine in a way or so..sure will miss her when i leave..*sigh* everyone has been "ejek-ing" my dad if he would go with me on my departure day..but the truth is,he's not..i guess it's time i need to learn to be more independent..more grown up in a way..but i'm still a kid..*still look like one too*..

Note to self: I shud go on a diet after cny..i'd been eating a lot,knowing that i won't be able to eat them next year onwards..*sigh*..gonna miss the food here..i love malaysian food..ok..stop being all dramatic..i won't starve..i'll be okay..coz i love western food too..haha..but will definately miss spicy food..i mean really really spicy food.. =p

death..so beautifully explained..

A sick man turned to his doctor,
as he was preparing to leave the examination room and said,
"Doctor, I am afraid to die.
Tell me what lies on the other side."

Very quietly, the doctor said, "I don't know."

"You don't know?
You, a Christian man, do not know what is on the other side?"

The doctor was holding the handle of the door;
on the other side came a sou nd of scratching and whining,
and as he opened the door,
a dog sprang into the room
and leaped on him with an eager show of gladness.

Turning to the patient, the doctor said,
"Did you notice my dog?
He's never been in this room before.
He didn't know what was inside.
He knew nothing except that his master was here,
and when the door opened, he sprang in without fear.
I know little of what is on the other side of death,
but I do know one thing...
I know my Master is there and that is enough."

done

hey people..if anyone reads..hehe..i'm relieved~
i applied for my visa yesterday..was a blur la coz i didn't know to apply for student visa,there is no need to line up as the rest of the people there..hehe..only knew when the guard ask me if i'm a student..lol..anyway,was pretty nervous coz it was my first official interview *bluek* was so worry they wouldn't understand me and if i count understand their accent..after going in to check in my documents,i was so relieved coz i understood de guy at the counter..ok ok..so now wait for number to be called..i waited for an hour for my interview..so,imagine how many people were there earlier than me? anyway,i thought i would calm down while waiting but instead i heard one officer who was interviewing a lady started to scold her..*scary*..then as i hear them,i realise the lady didn't provide valid answers and documents and kept changing her answer to the same question..well,i hoped i wouldn't end up like that..after an hour,finally my number called..i was interviewed,de guy asked several basic questions..was really friendly..i was done in less than 5 minutes..hehe..but,going there gave me a totally different experience..i saw many people facing different situations..some were blur-er than me and some were so tense..but i love watching the little kids..they were so relaxed..entertaining themselves.. ^_^ but anyway,visa is done..so now it's mental n physical preparation till then..

Teenage Love~so sweet

A conversation between 2 friends..juz read:

Boy: I love you more than the air I breath

Girl: I'm always here for you.

Boy: I know.

Girl: What's wrong?

Boy: I like her so much.

Girl: Talk to her.

Boy: I don't know. She won't ever like me.

Girl: Don't say that. You're amazing.

Boy: I just want her to know how I feel.

Girl: Then tell her.

Boy: She won't like me.

Girl: How do you know that?

Boy: I can just tell.

Girl: Well, just tell her.

Boy: What should I say?

Girl: Tell her how much you like her.

Boy: I tell her that daily.

Girl: what do you mean?

Boy: I'm always with her. I love her.

Girl: I know how you feel. I have the same problem.But he'll never like me.

Boy: Wait. Who do you like?

Girl: Oh some boy.

Boy: Oh... she won't like me either.

Girl: She does.

Boy: How do you know?

Girl: Because, who wouldn't like you?

Boy: You.

Girl: You're wrong, I love you.

Boy: I love you too.

Girl: So are you going to talk to her?

Boy: I just did.

confused?

Nowadays, i ask myself: "am i afraid of going to a foreign country alone? will i get lose during interchange of planes? wat shud i expect?" i'm confused right now..*sigh*

well, tomorrow I will be taking another step closer to realising my dream:visa applicatiom..
Sincerely, I have no idea what to expect since this would be my first official interview..i'm so nervous right now..will they understand me?Is my english going to be understandable? Will i speak too fast?Will i understand them,especially with their accent? Gosh,I'm starting to freak out as time passes by..

Well, let's hope everything goes smoothly and i won't be too nervous that I speak too softly or too fast..