Downside of life

***I feel HORRIBLE ***

I hate myself for not being able to run as fast as I could..as far as I could..but I know, it's my fault. I haven't been working out or training for the past 2 years. I should run more often to get back my stamina and speed.

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This evening, Diego, Stefan, Shino and I went running around campus..down Dickson Street to Maple St, then all the way back to Yocum. I thought it would be easy but I was wrong..when the cool air started blowing in my face, I had a hard time breathing properly. My head was pain and dizzy..I need the warmth air!!! I miss the warmth of the air I feel everytime I ran..It was so cold and I was trying to keep up with them. But the coldness doesn't seem to bother any of them. Maybe it's just me. Maybe because I'm always under the hot sun. Maybe I just need to get use to the coolness here instead of walking around in jacket. Maybe, just maybe. However, one thing is for sure, I need to start working out again. I'm so out of shape. I need to get fit again. I need to go running and swimming every week. I'll try my best to accomplish this before winter comes and I freeze to death..haha..I hope my friends won't think I'm such a lousy person...I just hope so..hoping and wishing upon the stars..

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I have 4 exams this week..one today and 3 more to go! I need to study but yet I'm here..I'm just too tired to study but I need to..I need motivation..I need my friends being around me, encouraging me and helping me everytime I surrender to my feelings..everytime I feel like giving up just because I feel like doing it..I miss you all from A-Levels!!! I miss the time we studied together in the library. I miss the time we play around and just hang out after studying..I miss the time we spent at the A-Levels office, trying to get our info right..trying to get tips from our lecturers..I miss...People here are more self-orientated I guess..I miss those little things my friends and I used to do and talk about.. This is how I look like..and I need to study..*sigh* I pray that God will bring me through all these exams this week..I'm tired..

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♥Our Birthdays♥

As I told you guys, I had a kinda suprise birthday 'celebration' at ISCA dinner on 23rd Sept, 2007..so here are some pics we took..It was really fun & a pleasant suprise.. ^_^

I slept over at Suzannah's on Friday. We went to her high school homecoming, had chinese buffet and rent a movie. When I got to her house, all 3 dogs of hers rushed towards me. Dougnat was really excited that it jumped and licked my hands..then charlie (one of her cats) flipped itself while trying to catch a butterfly. We went to see Dave and Allison's new house, got a prolonged big hug from Jackson and then off we go..heading back to campus..we stop for gas and than lunch at P.F.Chang's China Bistro @ Rogers. It was good. I had Dali Chicken and it wasn't exactly what i call spicy but the waitress warned me it was going to be really spicy. Suzannah had a piece of it, and she had to drink a lot of water..hmm..maybe it's just cultural differences. I realized that not many people here can take spicy food..i feel so weird everytime i eat hot sauce and yet think it's not hot at all..Oh..we went to the football game after we got back. Arkansas vs North Texas. We won!!! I'm so happy.. 66-7..it was a nice one! I left after the first half though but i could hear everything from my room though. Go Hogs! I knew we would win again.. ^_^

Here are some pics I got off http://www.hogwired.com/ ..go check it out..

We had a mooncake festival celebration this afternoon and they had mooncake. It's not nice at all, but it's still mooncake. They even had some performances, including lion dance. =)

I miss real delicious mooncakes..i know i'd only been here 2 months and i shouldn't start complaining yet..but still..oh..i'm thinking of losing another 5pounds but my parents would freak out if i tell them that..and i won't have many clothings to wear if i do so..but i really feel like doing it though..what do y'all think? I'm confused.. @_@

Football Game

Football Game

AMERICAN FOOTBALL*RAZORBACK VS TROY* Sept 1,2007*6pm*

Suzannah & I

the band